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Recently…
I’ve lost myself again.
I no longer know what joy is.
I no longer communicate with people because of how painful it is.
I no longer know how to hold a conversation with people.
I isolate myself and wait for people to talk to me. I don’t know why.
I’ve tried holding a conversation, but I just don’t know what to say anymore.
Could this be the disappointment of losing a dear friend?
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To think how insecure and paranoid I am, because of everything I went through.
Don’t we all get afraid of things that’s constantly happening?
Don’t we all, look out for something that’s seems so surreal, because we’re afraid of it hurting us one way or another?
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(Source: leilockheart)
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"What kills love? Only this: Neglect. Not to see you when you stand before me. Not to think of you in the little things. Not to make the road wide for you, the table spread for you. To choose you out of habit not desire, to pass the flower seller without a thought. To leave the dishes unwashed, the bed unmade, to ignore you in the mornings, make use of you at night. To crave another while pecking your cheek. To say your name without hearing it, to assume it is mine to call."
Jeanette Winterson, Written on the Body (via runawaytrain)
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(Source: insomniaticthoughts)
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The moment right after you tell someone you like them…
It’s one of the scariest moments. You would keep thinking about it. Your heart would be racing so fast as you’re thinking.. “What would happen next?” Maybe even regretting on sending that message or opening your big mouth. A friendship is worth more than any possible relationship. If they say no then everything, every laughter, every hello, every text, would stop. It’d be gone because you wouldn’t know how to act around them anymore.
(Source: tiffaniq, via bottled-up-feelings)
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(Source: thisis-honesty, via itslikeimthelockandyourthekey)
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(Source: leilockheart)
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(Source: , via itslikeimthelockandyourthekey)
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(via neverlistentotherumors)
